Reckless and weary,
The truth has been buried,
Held down by the hand,
That refuses to carry.
The burden you built,
The lies, do you hear me?
The insult, the white flag,
You refuse to carry.
I’m letting you go,
And all that you showed me.
I’m letting you know,
That you don’t control me.
The feeling is cold,
And life is unfolding.
Reckless and weary,
I’m desperately holding on.
So if you can’t get a word in,
Its because I don’t care what you think,
Don’t be alone inside,
A world that’s filled with make-believe.
Broke! Inside,
This life, you can never be reborn within,
I came this far erase my scars.
Fight! This time,
Inside, take a break from the lie you live,
I came this far, erase my scars.
Find my control,
Find reasons to beat this,
Find truth below,
The lies and the wreckage.
I can’t let go,
I’m too close, too restless,
I’m letting you know,
I’m far too aggressive.
So if you can’t get a word in,
Its because I don’t care what you think,
Don’t be alone inside,
A world that’s filled with make-believe.
Broke! Inside,
This life, you can never be reborn within,
I came this far erase my scars.
Fight! This time,
Inside, take a break from the lie you live,
I came this far erase my scars.
Five years ago,
My life was affected,
By years of hope and learning life lessons.
You let me know,
By leaving me helpless,
What then was unknown is now unprotected.
I’m so!
Broke! Inside,
This life, you can never be reborn within,
I came this far erase my scars.
Fight! This time,
Inside, take a break from the lie you live,
I came this far, erase my scars.
I’m so thankful for having my brother. He loves me so much. <:)
He recommended the Vyvanse and I’ve been so happy since. This is my fourth day taking it and I swear to god I’ve never been so happy before. My emotional stability is clear and I no longer feel sad.
This is a neutral side of Verr, she’s often indicated with two sides/personalities. Yes, yes, a personality within a personality of personalities. She’s a pitbull/wolf mix. :3 I think it mixes nicely with that strong and handsome build and large paws. I like this result a lot and I’m planning on making a reference for her soon. :) Her psychotic side is in a DelchrYmii form (hellhound breed).
So this is my second day of taking a medication called Vyvanse. It’s originally for people with ADHD ADD, etc. But it’s a central nervous system stimulant and I feel so fucking fantastic during the day! I become driven to do things, I get natural endorphins and I’m actually willing to talk to people! AND check this out— its side effects are loss of appetite. I know that sounds bad but I actually need to lose weight healthily— I was 108 to 153 pounds within a month of taking Zyprexa. SO yeahhh. I hope I lose weight fast. But I’ll keep it steady. I HAVE TO EAT BREAKFAST FIRST OR I WILL FORGET TO EAT THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE DAY. You’re so into things that you forget to eat. xD
The only downside is that when the effect wears off, I CRASH HARD. Emotionally and physically. But I get insomnia from it. I still feel jittery and whatnot. But I’m really happy. SO yep… So happyyyyy. my gosh. I know there’d been warnings out there where it stops growth and yadda yadda but for now I’m just trying to excel positively.
